I will move through the stagnant days
When it feels as if I am wandering without destination
Searching aimlessly for the next landmark
Exhausted, aching, but determined.
I will walk through the dark night of self-reflection
Even when the moon is hiding its familiar face in the sky
And I feel the reawakening of the past surround me
Afraid, but never deterred.
I will allow myself to feel what I have long repressed
Expecting waves of guilt, sorrow, and regret to crash
Knowing that the only way through is to accept
Surrendering to what is, at last.